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Name: Jameson
Country: Burkina Faso
Birthday: 4/27/1987
Interests: well, let's see. God, guitar, basketball, football, hockey (all the manly sports), girls, food, chocolate ('tis good stuff i daresay), art, music of almost every type, and a certain special someone
Expertise: guitar, drawing, anything involving lots of running
Occupation: Engineering
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AIM:  blupenguin1
MSN: himee_87@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  himee_87
Member Since:
6/22/2005
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| geez. i'm behind a little.
so...now that i'm updating, how many people are actually left here on xanga and reading these things...?
anyways. i've been thinking a lot lately, and i have concluded something. college changes things a lot. i mean, i'm not just talking about growing up and moving out into the real world, but emotionally, spiritually, mentally, socially...things change. friends come and go, and you really do end up making a ton of really crucial choices. and your entire life rests on a lot of those choices. just make sure you don't make the wrong ones.
i'm feeling reflective tonight. very much so. just looking through old photo albums and remembering things brings back so many memories.
*sigh*
spring break never seems to get any closer. but i'm desperately in need of it. now. stress is probably at it's all-time high, and that's never a good thing.
enough for tonight.
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| we're overdo for a new year.
good thing it's almost a new one.
for anyone interested or in the area, i am in Murphy, TX, so, yeah. if i ever knew you when i lived in Parker, do know i have returned. for a while. all the way til 2007.
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| long time no post. i know. it's so tempting at times to be like everyone else and just give up on xanga. but i will persevere, even though i may not post very often. though i do read or at least skim every post everyone writes (since everyone is leaving xanga, there aren't that many to read these days...). but anyways.
i have observed several things about life. first of all, it's not very long. it ends sooner than you think. one day you're in high school, the next you're having a midlife crisis.
life is also confusing. it seems that one day i've got it all figured out. everything makes sense, and i think i know everything i need to do to just make things run smoothly. a few weeks or even days later, i'm beginning to wonder what the heck happened.
life is also completely unpredictable. it's much like i said above. we think we know what wil happen, and we even try to control the future ourselves, and in reality, we have no power to do so.
all-in-all: i'm not sure what to say. i'm just confused with life in general. thinking through things, rethinking through things. it may be time for a change, for an awakening. a lot of parts of me seem to be fading or dead. i need to change that. and i should probably start now.
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| long time no post. just in case anyone still reads xanga posts, i figured i'd do one.
so, fall break was, well, refreshing to say the least. it was some much needed rest. it's always nice to go back and visit with family. that and getting more sleep. and no homework.
to any people that went to tyler this weekend: in case you were expecting me to be in town this past weekend, i was going hang out with ya'll, only, there seemed to be some sort of issue that caused me to just leave Saturday afternoon. but i'm still trying to possibly make a scheduled visit to Belhaven, if possible.
there's not much more to say. rain+5 hours of driving (including bad traffic)=no fun. that's for sure.
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| so, time for a new entry i guess.
life at college lately has been much nicer, i do think. my group of friends is expanding much lately, and the already existing friendships seem to be growing at a healthy pace as well. it's kinda nice, considering i went back to my old, less outgoing ways of being quiet. sometimes you forget how cool it is to randomly walk up to someone, talk to them, and become their friend. for many people, it seems to be a lost pasttime. at either rate, life is going better by far than past semesters.
that and i'm doing well in all my classes. nothing like the feeling you get when you realize you're actually doing well, for once. it is nice.
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